…the real reason I am “homophobic”…

Well, every liberal like that screwball TameLAME and his 203 sockpuppet accounts will say that it is because I am secretly gay and really want a big penis up my ass….

I guess that makes them feel good and they never have to question their own bigotry when they assault me for making fun of a rotten scumbucket like Jack Don-0-van, Dickless Dickie Spencer or Milo Assholopolis.

I went to an all boys high school.  There were priests as teachers. I befreinded two guys who were twins.  We would tell each other jokes from Mad Magazine (remember that?)  One of the brother’s dissappeared.  I saw the other brother and told him a joke as I always did.  He didn’t respond with laughter, he looked really shaken up.  I wondered what had gotten into him. A few days later, one of the homeroom teachers, a preist, dissappeared.  We were never given an explanation.  The school just dissappeared the two boys and the priest down the memory hole 1984 style.  It was weird.

Quickly, I became very unpopular and obsessed with heavy metal.  (Heavy metal music probably saved my life but that is a whole other story.)  I was probably the least popular guy at the school (and this is probably a good thing for my long term well being.)  One could observe that the “cool” guys would “befreind” an unpopular guy.  They would tell him and tell him he was a great guy and it was too bad no one recognized this.  The act would go on for a week or so when he would be invited to a party so to speak.

A guy who was socially inept, probably having the maturity of a 9 or 10 year old would be at a party where he was offered alcohol.  He would then be invited to watch a porno movie.  Remember, we are talking about a guy who was most certainly a virgin and probably never drunk before.  He would then be told that one of the sluts from the all girl school would be coming in to suck his dick and if she dug him, maybe more.  He would be told to “get himself ready.”  He would be fapping to the porno thinking a willing girl was going to “finish him off.”  At this point, a bunch of people would jump in the room.  Sometimes they would have some of the girls from the all girl school or sometimes it would be guys from the football team.  If the poor schmuck was lucky, he would just be verbally humiliated to the point of tears.  If he was unlucky he would be physically assaulted and this would include things being shoved up his ass.  If he was really unlucky, one of the guys from the football team would rape him up the ass.

As I mentioned above, I was probably the least popular guy at the school, an absolute outcast.  This probably saved me.  I was the lowest social status you can imagine.  Just imagine a homeless heroine addict and I was possibly even lower status than that.  I was so low in social status to essentially be off the social hierarchy. So I would hear in bits and pieces how the “cool” guys got one of the “losers” to go to their party.  They would talk openly in front of me the way other segments of society would openly talk about illegal acts in front of homeless people.  Let’s say the “low status” men they victimized were somewhat Elliot Rodger like.  They were nerdy and really wanted to fit in and be accepted.  They were the types who would try to pick on me.  But I was gaining a reputation as someone who threw fists.  Ironically I got picked on more by the low status guys who desperately wanted to fit in than the “cool” kids. I think the “cool” kids were afraid of me and saw someone who was a bit dangerous.  I never got invited to one of their parties and if I did, I would say, “I’ll shit in your living room and fuck your mom!”  So part of me feels very little sympathy to the low status guys who got victimized at these parties.  They would’ve gladly bullied me if they were powerful enough.   I think I secretly hate the men who got abused.  I also hate the guys who molested and raped them, I guess I can be more open about that…

I also let my hygiene go.  My feminist mother would always yell at me and tell me I needed to wear deodorant and shower daily. (Too this day I like skipping showers…)  She would say my smell was offensive, to which I would respond “Good.”  This was years after she stopped hitting me as she said she was afraid of me and that she didn’t want to get hit back.  One day a story about priest molestation came on the TV.  I told my mom, “See that, remember when I refused to were deodorant? It kept the faggot priests and faggot football team away.”  She just condescendingly rolled her eyes.

Anyways, I know TamerLAME and the fake “pro” male collective say Iw hine obsessively about being mixed race.  This is probably one time being a halfbreed helped.  It seems those queers, just like womyn prefer white guys.  But what none of the scumbage “pro” male collective will ever admit is that it is truly non-white an mixed race straight guys who are the most demonized, both by garbage feminists and the stinking asshole that is the alt-right…

For no other reason than it pisses off the right people…creepnationalism.jpg

 

 

…no desire to pair bond…

…I just realized something about myself which is probably quite obvious to everyone else…

I have no desire to pair bond or be in a serious relationship with a woman. I do have desires for sex and even physical closeness such as massages and kissing. But no desire for dating or relationships. I do think I am truly different than about 99 percent of men. I really dislike the company of other men and don’t like talking about “manly” shit. I don’t consider psychadelic drugs or heavy metal manly shit as most guys don’t like talking about that. I’ve reached this conclusion through observation.

Firstly, we can discuss a blogger Advocatus Diaboli. He advocates visiting prostitutes. Personally, I think the government should stay outta grown adults lives so I suppose it should be legal but I still think it is throwing away money to pay a woman for something she probably enjoys more than I do is stupid. If you have disposable income, just work less hours, bro. But I suspect he secretly craves a girlfriend. I’ve noticed he has repeatedly slammed that Harvey Weinstein dude. I’m not saying that the Harvster is a good dude but it seems hypocritical too me when dudes who consider themselves pussy hounds slam him. You would think that manosphere dudes and guys like AD would admire him. In real life I’ve seen “liberal” dudes slam him and these are “liberal” dudes who talk about slaying pussy just like some frat boy. I think these “liberal” dudes slam Harvey Weinstein so ladies will think they are “good guys” and open their legs for them. But secretly those dudes want to be like Harvey Weinstein. I gotta think that a guy like AD secretly resents handing over money for pussy and wishes he could score like Weinstein minus the legal complications. I think he just trashes Weinstein in the hope that appearing “liberal” will make a woman like him and have sex with him. So I think that secretly AD wants a girlfriend but acts “hard” to seem cool to everyone who reads his blog. He’s basically very similar to the “liberal” guys who berate me when I am very quiet whilst they brag about sex but always say the “right” things politically when womyn are around. He always presents the personna of someone who admires sociopaths, would it not follow that he would admire Harvey Weinstein? Not only is Harvey Weinstein a pu$$y slayer but he is also ugly. Those liberal guys get bent outta shape that an ugly guy is getting prime pu$$y. They think that way because it is a similar hierarchy that they perceive womyn think and they think womyn will like them more for thinking in a (presumably) similar fashion.

The next series of observations comes from watching “MGTOW” assholes. If they just wanted to bang hookers, they wouldn’t cry about “muzzy invayders.” They cry about this because they are worried about darker skinned men getting girlfriends while they cannot. And then they whinge about womyn’s happiness levels declining. They whinge about this because they secretly hope womyn who have ignored them their whole lives will “take them back.” It is not womyn trying to “lure” hem back to the plantation. It is their fantasy that womyn will “need” them and offer not just sex but companionship and loyalty.

So I consider myself an outlier among men. How did I get here? Was it nature? Am I somehow higher on dark triad traits than these other guys and I like being alone for extended times? Was it nurture? I suspect it was nurture. I watched my parents beat each other when I was a small child. I also had to listen to my mean feminist mother say what a failure my father was. She often beat me and my father slapped me around a bit too. I never wanted to get married or have a serious relationship as it meant being abused. Single life meant freedom and loneliness is something easily blunted with a little bit of weed, some videogames or music. But I realize, most guys aren’t just addicted to pu$$y but validation from womyn. The pu$$y I get but not the validation.

And this leaves me with saying I have no alliance to MGTOW, MRA’s or “pro” male “men.” And I strongly dislike gays. Not for the theory every fucking liberal says, that I must secretly crave penis but because when I was younger I knew that gay men preyed on some young guys my age. I actually intentionally kept bad hygiene so those faggots would stay away from me. And that’s one time being a halfbreed helped me because faggots just like womyn prefer white guys.

….kind of funny experience….

…so, uh, I was applying for a job online…

…it asked all the regular stuff…

y’know, name, contact info and resume…

…then it asked for a linked in account…

…well, Linked In is a sleazy data mining company, so I don’t have a linked In account…

so I put N/A, but that’s where shit got weird…

…it asked me how I identify, as a “cis” male or other things…

…I know all those white guys who defend Jack Donovan being awful and think I am a bigot for making meme’s think “cis” men are horrible…

…so I didn’t want to put “cis”…

…there was an option to enter what I “self identify” as…

…I putt “Attack Helicopter….. I know, I know, not very creative…

…it then asked my sexual orientation..

—is this a dating website or a fucking job application????

I shoulda put “tri-sexual”… ..y’know the ole joke, “I’ll try anything (once)…

hahaha, I doubt I’ll hear back from those shysters…

really creepy though…

…most “mgtow’s” are really faketows…

I’m pretty much over the whole mgtow movement and find that not only is it less than useless but when someone hounds me to check blackpilledtruetow69-666-11.81 orwhateverthefuck on youtube, that not only do I find myself leaving the video 43 seconds in due to horrid audio quality but also due to the fact that this movement doesn’t have anything left to say….

I’ve already pointed out that true men going their own way wouldn’t give one iota about the “raypes in cologne” regardless of whether they happened or not…

And I’ve also pointed out that a guy actually going his own way would not bother with the Jordan Petersonesque trope of “womyn these daze are less happy.” Why should a man going his own way care about such a topic…

Now one thing I find entertaining is when so-called mgtow lament the loss of wealth from uber-wealthy dudes like musk or bezos… do you think musk or bezos would do a thing to help a low status man such as yourself? why should you care if he loses billions of dollars? such a man would employ you and pay you as little money as he could and expect inhumane hours of labor in return. such a man is not your friend. you might say it is because you are united by gender that you should care about his loss. trust me, he doesn’t care about your problems and his addiction to pu$$y is not your problemo, brother. It s the same thing that I noticed when white trashionalists like Chuck Crudd at the now defunct GL piggy thought the RMoney would throw them a bone if elected to president. an ignorant racist like Crudd might think that Rmoney embraces identarian politics just as he does but he is downright stupid if he doesn’t realize that a high power man will leave him bleeding in a ditch just as quickly as he would leave a black man dying in a ditch. The only color Rmoney see’s is green. So why do low status men pander to high status men when nothing is returned? why do 30k millionaires talk libertarian tough guy talking points? Isn’t this literally the definition of “cuck?” To sacrifice yourself for someone who thinks you are a piece of shit?

And another thing I’ve noticed, when some guy poops on “survival tactics,” –run the other way. Because he is probably going to start the snake oil sales pitch and say that you have to buy his book or join his bullshit movement. All we can do at this stage of the game is exchange “survival tactics.” That’s not being defeatist, that is being realistic. We won’t defeat “gynocentricism” r libertarian tough guys any time soon. The most viable strategy is to survive as best as possible in these highly dysfunctional times…

Those are my observations…