…the paradox of white male privilege…

…this is just a observation by a low status mixed race man who has watched “men’s movements” get shittier day by day…

…we get told that white men are the most “privileged” yet a simple search on google will show white men have the highest suicide rates…

…why would the most “privileged” have the highest suicide rates???

…seems counter-intuitive…

…as a low status, mixed race male…

…I have a resume that is swiss cheese…

…I am, by most measures an absolute failure with womyn though not an incel…

….and this should bug me…

……and I ought to slump my shoulders in shame…..

But I don’t…

…I noticed a few grey hairs in my beard…

…..I should’ve plucked them and felt like shit because I am getting old….

But I didn’t….

….I drive an old beat up truck…

…..I should feel ashamed that I can’t afford a new ride….

But I don’t…

Instead I feel good that I could keep an old truck going when someone else would’ve financed a newer vehicle…

I feel like I’ve survived and made it this far when I see grey hairs. IRL, I used to joke with one guy I’ve known about becoming “dirty old men.”  Day by day, we are getting there and we both had demons that got other men killed….

And being a failure with the ole career and the ladies… Well, doesn’t bug me so much, I just have a few grey hairs the “succesful” guys hair is falling out, haha…

There’s two parts to this equation…

The lefty/liberal types will say that the very real racism I’ve experienced is systematic/institutional….

The alt-riechtards will say that because I am genetically inferior, I can achieve less with my life…

Both groups have “lower expectations” for a guy like me.  It is easier to look at the failures in my life and just shrug my shoulders and say I never got a fair shot in the first place so why cry about shit I couldn’t really control.

A job loss?  Can I get unemployment and is it near summer time?  Good, most adults don’t get time off during summer…

Money problems and bankruptcy?  Why feel guilty, the President of the US did it several times, why can’t I?

Ironically, feminists, M(h)RA’s, Liberals, Tradcons and other assorted assholes looking down upon me has made my life easier and given me more freedom.  Success was always this thing outside of m reach no matter how much I tried to “pull myself up by the bootstraps” so why be so afraid of failure?   Sometimes just survival is winning and that’s enough to feel okay.  More and more I realize the whingefest of M(h)RA’s and “pro”male collective types have nothing to do with me.

And the firther irony is that Migturds and alt-reichtards won’t do a single thing to help the white guys they claim to love soooooo much….

none of this is my battle, so if you don’t like what I have to say, well fuck you…